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This blog will be officially close on December 4th 2004, Saturday. I am staying devoted to my trusty little journal book (so that my grand-kiddos can read em' nxt time, hahaha) and of cos to share my burden with somone who treasures me and that's my bf.
I'm tired of waiting for him! Tired of my angry and depressing life. I guess there r more impt things for me to worry and think abt, as life goes on for me. Everyday, I pray and jus hope that he will somehow come back to me........I was really a fool. I keep telling myself that all tis must stop, but it was so difficult and painful to let go. Easy to say than to get things done. I waited, waited and waited........for 6 years damn it. And all I wanted was u to at least gif us a chance to start. U never try, how u knw what's the final result. To me, I guess everyone deserves a second chance as long as they r really sincere frm the heart. I wasted so much time on him, that I find that I've so much to catch up now.
I try to get into other relationships, but nothing seems to really work out. Only one of em' did kinda make it to that level, he still loves me and we are back 2gether. Hopefully I can really devote 100% of myself to him and nt fall back to this again.
I need to make some changes to my lifestyle and I'm all set for the new resolutions for the coming year. Cheers mates and thk u to all the faithful readers for the past few mths. Keep in touch. Ciao.  |
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